Comfort-Pic

Today sux... RTlKlub forum doesn't want to work, I'm sooo fuckin' mad!!!!!!!! (lotsa angry smileys) I desperately need a droolin' pic now!!!!!!!!! Ohhh, this one is perfect!!!! OMG he's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo seeeeeeeeeexxxxxxxxxyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I love that dangerous look in his eyes.
Oh yeah, anytime, anywhere Baby! ;) Anything you want... :PPPP
His stubble turns me on....

Now I'm droolin' all over my keyboard... :PPP

L.O.V.E.

Today I just wanna say that I'm sooooooooo crayyyyyyzyyyy about this man!!!!!!!!!!!
I L.O.V.E. you Goran, I always will!!!! :))))))))))
I'm singin' now: "I wanna be close to your heart coz love like that is hard to find!"
(but as soon as the song is over I gotta go to eat something coz I'm starving... ) :DDDDD
Yoo-hooo, new ER ep tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))))) Life's beautiful!!!!


Music: Mr. President - Close To Your Heart

Good Times, Bad Times

I'm a little off this week. I really dunno... at one moment I'm happy and everything's cool but then I suddenly feel that everything sux! :( I've been already waiting for months to be able to sk8 again but it seems the more I want it the less I can get it. It's the mid of March, it should be warm and sunny, but instead the wheather just sux, there was even snowstorm at the beginning of the week. It really made me feel miserable.
Okay, I'll be positive now: I'm gonna be a danger to each stairs in two weeks the latest!!!!! :))))))))))) Just realized I gotta get a new headset for my mp3 player coz I'm afraid the one I'm using now will drop out during aggressive sk8ing. Ohhh and I wanna have a cool new pair of trousers by the end of spring, I think.
I'm soooooooooo hungry for a new Goran pic or video or news or anything!!!!!!!! Good thing that he's gonna appear at a film festival sometime between 23-31 March so hopefully there will be some stuff. I miss him coz I dunno what he's doin' or where he's. Of course I know he's shootin' ER in L. A. But I'm missin' the feelin' of last summer when there was some news almost every day, phantastic vacation photos etc. I WANT SUMMER SO BADLY!!!!
Let's see what can help me to go through these depressing days?????? Ohh, I have an idea: a very nice Goran with very little clothing on on a hot summer day standing on a boat wearing sunglasses. I guess he can treat me well... :PPPPP :DDDD

Too Crazy Family!?

Ha! Family members can go wild when it comes to Goran... :) Last Saturday Mum teased me about my desktop wallpaper. I asked what was the matter and she answered that in that pic Goran was really beautiful and so on, although so SAD. (Hey Mum, he ain't sad, he's just brooding!!! You really can't imagine how many women drool on his broodin' pics, can you?) :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Anyway she wanted me to lay back and leave it up to her, coz this time she would look for a nice photo for me. I was over-excited about this idea and opened the folder for her to browse freely :))) It was sooo fun, hehe!!! :DDDDDDDDDD She made some funky comments, picked up some pix. During this listing Bro' entered my room and the show began... :)))))))) He started to play the "What is Goran really saying?" game in his crazy style and made up silly lines to each pic. I gotta say he made my evening! I was laughing so hard that I fell off my chair and landed on a laundry box which got ruined... :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Yesterday I read on the BP forum that an American Goran fan received an autographed photo and a few lines from Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also want it, I also want it, I alsooooooo want one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was screaming all morning and told Mum the story and she was something like: "Does he have nothing better to do than writing back to CHICKS?????? What would his wife think of this????" (Oh Mommy, calm down please, okay? He's not like OTHER men, okay? He would NEVER flirt with his fans coz he's a perfect gentleman. And that's why he answers to fan mails!) :)))))))))))))))
Her today's interpretation was fun too. She was just reading a Goran interview in a magazine silently, peacefully then looked at his photo on the other page and suddenly stated that he looked like he was TURKISH... Uh-ohh, it really crapped the hell out of me!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD (Dear Mum, a few weeks ago he yet looked like French to you...)

Music:
Me and My - Sleepin' My Day Away
Sarah Connor - Bounce
Chipz - Happy Song
DJ Sammy - Boys Of Summer

My Birthday Now and 20 Years Ago

Hey, I can't believe I haven't updated since 17th February. What is it with me????????? (looking very confused) Anyway I'm here now! :) And it's a special day since today it's my 20th Birthday! :) or :( I dunno... You know it's really frightening, I've become 20 years old and it means I'll never ever be in my teens, ohhhhhhhhhhh :(((((((((((
I get depressed when I think of it. Well maybe I'll end up like my dear man who hates his birthdays and avoids celebrating them!? I remember being very very excited as a kid when my B-day was approaching, but now I'm getting old and it's just BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I'm trying to look it from the bright side: til September there are only 13 years between me and Goran!!!! :))))))
I gotta say that I'm having fun today. I got tons of chocolate from Dad and it always does a girl good, doesn't it? ;)
At the dinner at about 5 pm (the time I was born 20 years ago) Mum and Dad started to reminisce about the day I was born. I was just listening to them as Dad said he wasn't allowed to stay it the hospital since there was flue-epidemic at that time, so he went to a nearby pub and drank a bottle of beer while he was watching a soccer game there :) Mum said she was really sick and was waiting for the doctor to finally start the C-section.... The way they were talking about my birth was very touching for me. And for them too. Obviously... I love them very much!