Crappy Nicknames for Goran

Listening to 'This Picture' by Placebo this line caught me: "The fear of growing old" and reminded me of Goran and how he hates his birthdays and how he's afraid of growing old and dying... :(
And I suddenly got the idea of giving him nicknames by his fears, cute sayings and so on :))) So here's a few of my crappy creatures, each one begins with 'Mr.'

"Mr. I-Hate-My-Birthday"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Be-Called-Hunky-Or-Sexy"
"Mr. I-Dunno-What-Bugger-Means"
"Mr. I-Don't-Think-Makin'-Love-Onscreen-Is-Sexy"
"Mr. I-Don't Wanna-Raise-My-Kids-In-America"
"Mr. I-Wanna-Act-At-Least-30-40-Croatian-Plays-At-The-Same-Time"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Lose-My-Accent-Completely"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Talk-About-The-War"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Be-A-Star-I-Just-Wanna-Act"

More to come later...
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He's soooooooooo cute... :))))))))

Music:
Placebo - This Picture
Placebo - Sleeping With Ghosts
Placebo - The Bitter End

Goran is Not a Sex Object But We Can't Help Dreamin' of His Body!

Yay, I've just found a Goran board on ER Headquarters! :)))))) I don't really understand why I didn't see it before since I've been hangin' on the net almost 24/7 for a while now, hehe. But it's fun. Especially this new forum. Whoa, what kind of talking is goin' on there... :P I'm sure Goran would get totally blushed if he read it... :P Well, there's a bunch of naughty girls on this board and they keep sharing their dirty thoughts and dreams about Goran's body, well um, a VERY special part of his body as well (you know they're guessing about his size... ehhhhhh... :PPP) Not that I'm not guessing too in my mind... What can I do? I'm just a girl and he's too hot not to think about him THAT way. Oooopsssssss...
Anyway here's a cute pic, he's very young in that. So boyish. He was really sweet then but now he's much more sexier as a MAN.

Valentine's Day

I didn't want it at all but romantic feelin' of Valentine's Day totally got me. Does it suck? I don't think so. Anyway I'm a too romantic person, I'd say. Last night as I kept watchin' the extra of Welcome to Sarajevo and was listenin' to music at the same time suddenly I got an idea of makin' a really sweet Valentine's Day wallpaper of Goran and Ivana. So I went through all of my Goran pix (there are tons of them) to pick up some nice ones. Then I decided to create this wallpaper from only one pic. But what a lovely pic it is!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just melt every time I look at it. You can tell that he's so in love with Ivana. And I'm sure that Ivana loves him too as much as he loves her. And I'm so happy because of this. I want to see him happy and I know that Ivana makes him happy. Bless her! She's a nice woman and really cares about Goran. They love and respect each other and it's so good, it's fantastic! I wish them many more years beside each other. Happy Valentine's Day Goran and Ivana!

Music:
Madonna - Deeper and Deeper

Just Thoughts, Random Ones

The last two days weren't so good, I have to say. I'm not in my best mood but don't even know why, maybe because of damn hormones... Yesterday I was away, today I'm too tired to do any markable thing. I found a couple of (I've started to use this expression more often because it's one of Goran's favourites, evidentally, he says it too much but he's a blessed cutie, my sweet Šime boy, um well, MAN) old articles and interviews on Bleu Profond I hadn't seen before coz I'm sorta blind you know... :) Well there are fantastic ones among them so I immediately made a big plan to translate them. But I cannot find my big English-Hungarian dictionary anywhere in this fucking house, it suxxxxxxxx! :(((( So now I'm pissed and tired and depressed and sleepy and... Hey, it isn't funny at all, hear me????????? (I say it because now I'm listening to a '80's dance collection album and suddenly Bobby McFerrin's started singing:"Don't Worry, Be Happy!") Okay guy, I'M NOT WORRIED, I'M JUST DOWN TODAY, that's all!! Got it???? :)
I want an iPod, that's already sure. I checked on the net the other day if there were any of them on sale in Hungary and I found some really beautiful and hypersupercool machines but when will I have a treasure like this??? NEVER! :( Coz there's no way I will ever have 95000 HUF to buy it... Well, it's another thing that sux in my life.
A former roomate of mine and classmate of bro's visited us on Sunday, it was a fresh air definitely. I've always liked her coz she's not an ordinary girl either! ;) We talked for a while about A COUPLE OF topics. Too good: she's got a crush on the singer of My Chemical Romance, hehe:))))) She had just printed a couple pics of him and showed them to me and then KISSED him on the photo, too cute!!!!!! So I'm not the only one who's crazy about a celebrity, it's always good to know. But the truth is that Goran is not a celebrity for me, he's a person not a 'star' in my eyes. I wandered all over the net on Monday and googled the site of Gavella theatre in Zagreb, it's the one Goran used to act at before ER. I found out some interesting things such as he had acted in three or four plays, one of them is "Cat on a Hot Tin Roof". I dunno what it is about but I've heard the title at least. And guess what! I even found a nice photo of him from "Pelikan" which is another play. What can I say? He's very very yummy in it, and looks so intense. What a great actor!!!!! His amazing talent can be seen even in a simple pic! I so much desire to see him in theater in a real, live performace, it would be sooooooooooo phantastic and fascinating. It's one of my biggest dreams. But unfortunately me and the other Goran-obsessed chicks from the RTLKlub Forum will have to wait to take a trip to Croatia and see him act in front of our eyes... :(( I must admit I've never really liked theatre but it might change in the future. I've just taken off "Hamlet" from the book-shelf and from now on I'm gonna keep it under my pillow and gonna read it. Wowww, that would be ME????? :DDDD I'm planning to get it in Croatian. Hell, I'm beginning to be a theatre fan, hehe :))))) But honestly, it's true!!!! I've started to be interested in it, definitely. It must be another stage of going insane... :) I even made a theatre related Goran wallpeper ;) And everything in it is in Croatian, whoa!!! Quote from "Hamlet": the famous "To be or not to be this is the question" part of course and a statement which says: "Theatrical Actor". It's really drool worthing... :P

Music:
Alphaville - Sounds Like A Melody
Modern Talking - Chery, Chery Lady
Scotch - Disco Band
Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry, Be Happy
Edwin Starr - Get Up
Spagna - I Wanna Be Your Wife
OPUS - Life Is Life
The B-52's - Communicate

Total Crazyness

Oh God! I'm trembling when I'm looking into these eyes... And he's fuckin' sexy when he's unshaven... :P
Uh-oh, I'm going crazy, I know but I can't do anything about it. I just love him. I can't stop feeling what I feel for him, I can't control my heart and body, he makes me lose control.

"With every little move that you make
I feel more and more addicted to you"

[The Soultans - Every Little Move]



Current Music:
Brandy - Focus

Waitin' for Summertime

I've realized I'm crazy about silly dance songs, hehe:) Brother got me listen to "Chipz" which is a Dutch lemonade band and their music is a mixture of Vengaboys, Aqua and ATC but anyway I like it very much. Is this a sin maybe? :DD I dunno but this kinda music makes me feel happy and reminds me of hot summers. I'm not a party girl at all, I hate beaches and even laying in the sun isn't my cup of tee but I can enjoy summer in my own way. Sunshine always makes me feel good. I'm missing it so much now!!!! But the good news is that yesterday bear didn't see its shadow so winter's gonna end soon. At least I hope so! :) And until then I cure myself with Goran's smile and happy music.

Music:
Chipz - 1001 Arabian Nights
Chipz - Milky Way
Chipz - Captain Hook

ER Fest Part II.

ER Fest is continuing :) Watched "One For The Road" although right now I can't stand the fact that Luka and Sam were a couple. In the beginning I really enjoyed them together and their love scene in "Impulse Control" is one of my fave, you know Goran is half nekkid... :P But the relationship went wrong and I couldn't take watching Luka sad and miserable so I'm glad that they broke up. Anyway he belongs to Abby and Abby belongs to him, so they belong togetha foreva :) And because of this fact I decided to watch "Split Decisions" then. I adore this eppy, Goran is totally a cutie when he's sleepy and he killed me with "Difficult to sleep when you talk" and "Aha, yeah" and "No more Pop-Tarts" and with that smile and the way he laughed, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! And the shopping scene!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey, even Mom liked it :) Probably it's the first one so far she likes. She definitely laughed during watching the scene when Abby grabbed Luka and started to drag him behind the bunch of clothes. And she liked Luka's coat, hehe :)) Yep, the magic black coat :)

Music:
Mark Morrison - Return Of The Mack
Mark Morrison - I Like

Good Ol' Afternoon Naughtyness... :P

Wow, I love this pic! Really hottttttttt... Well I'd actually say it's kinda sexual healin' because he sets me on fire every time I look at him. Um, I think there must be somethin' about the pose his legs are in... I just can't help coming dirty thoughts to my mind. Um, such as climbing up into his lap and makin' love to him... But as I've said blame it on his legs :D

Music:
Aqua: Lollipop :PPPPPPPPPPP

Pool Hustler

I'm so happy today!!!!!! :))))))))))) Finally I managed to convert a few Goran vids from Real Media format to avi so now I can watch them not only on PC but on the DVD player, hurrrayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've just watched the "Ballbreakers" vids, Goran is mighty fine in that. HA!!!! I have a new fave expression: mighty fine. I read it on a forum the other day and I can't get it out of my head, it sounds soo sexy just like Goran... :P 'Coz he's MIGHTY FINE, of course :) Back to Ballbreakers, I laughed a lot while watching it. All the women kept saying comments about his good-looks, they were praising him all along. And his response to this was way too cute 'coz he got embarrassed. Awww, he was sweet and funny and nervous and smiled a lot. And he WON the game in the end :) HA! I'd love if he taught me how to play pool :P But wait, nooooo!!! 'Coz he's a pool hustler and there's no way in hell that I were able to use my brain as brightly as he does. Bless him!
This week I'm stuck on Raggae music, I've been listening to Inner Circle all day :) Yeah, summertime feelin'!!!!!! Yay!!!!! It's already February!!!!!!!! Spring isn't so far away now.