"No More Cryin' In The Rain..."

Blahhh, I'm fed up with this stupid Slovene!!!! Have learned only 2 lessons out of 13, how the hell will I finish with it today???? :/ Went outside, to the balcony but I just can't concentrate there.... Wanna forget about my exams and everything else, wanna enjoy sunshine, Goran and music freely.... clear my mind and stop thinkin' about how difficult life can be. I wanna have fun, and a long summa holiday. :)
In the morning downloaded some eurodance songs, from the 90's. That's my fave period musically. Love those songs, always get happy, party feelin' listening to them. :)
Gotta have this Craig Kilborn interview, been waitin' for so long to see it, with no success... :(

Okay, back to study...

Music:
Culture Beat - Crying In The Rain

When My Mind Goes Sidetrack During Studying...

Studying.... But between glasovne promjene and pravopis I'm takin' a break, relaxin', listenin' to some good tunes and doin' some droolin' to get energy. ;) Hehe, lyrics: "Love your body language... " Yep, I do, everything he does with his hands (not in a dirty way ) while speaking, it's just so him and I know every single one of his movements by now. Analysed a lot over the years, I guess... I'm a Goran expert. ;) I could make a living from that, couldn't I? :D Planning to make a new wp tonight, a sexy-whoahhh-you-make-me-lose-control kinda one. :) But gotta put into my head many spelling rules til then so now I should go back to my studies before getting too excited over the idea of the wp....

Music:
Dazz Band - Let It Whip
Lakeside - Fantastic Voyage

"Big G" :)

Wp made in June 2005 :)

Hey!!! :) Let the fun continue! ;) So finally had time to watch the Jimmy Kimmel interview from April. Love it :) Goran was so cute and relaxed, at least compared to the last Conan interview where he was very nervous, obviously. Well, gotta say this JK guy is really boring, not a Conan type but anyways he's not the one who I'm interested in, right? ;) Okay, but I admit he deserves 'the best line' award by naming Goran 'Big G'... lol It began with Goran telling a story that there is a "G" on his parking spot, completely accidentally. :D So now it's official, he's the "Big G", hehe! LOL He also liked it, laughed very adorably. :) I love when he's telling stories in his very boyish and enthusiastic way. Loved when he said he still felt himself as the 'New guy' after all these years... :) Cutie. ;)
I guess I won't be able to fall asleep tonight, it's hot in here. And not just because of Goran but because it's really hot, very summerish. But I enjoy it, have a summertime feelin' for a few days. :) So let's have some fun, it's time to celebrate May, my favourite month. Time is going very fast... This time last year me and Dad just got back home from Grandma's. I'm missing those free days and the peace I always feel anytime I'm there. Nowadays instead of crazy vacation I gotta study for my exams, so not much freedom but hopefully from mid June I'll be going on full speed and having lotsa summer fun and awaken nights droolin' over Big G like it used to be every summer from 2003... :P ;)
Listening to Arash reminds me of June 2005, the days before my final exams, the wallpaper I had then and everything I felt and feel now as I'm thinking back. :) One of the most beautiful memories of my life. I didn't really care about the exams, I cared only about Goran... :D :P Hehe. I still feel the same about him no matter how much time has passed since then. :) It's a constant thing in my life, an anchor. And I need it. :)

Music:
Arash - Salamati
Arash - Boro Boro
Arash feat. Rebecca - Temptation
Arash feat. Helena - Arash

Wallpaper Day and Girly Ramblin'

Nah, Mum didn't like the wp which was on for the previous 4 days... I can't believe it she's bitchin' so much at them, always finds something to complain about. Now she said Goran looked so sad on it... Before that she found him exhausted... Mum, of course he WAS exhausted. He had just travelled to NY and done 3 interviews in a row. What's more the horny women on The View tortured him with their comments about his sexyness and embarrassed him to death. :P :D My poor Baby... :P But I would have volunteered with much pleasure to make him feel better and relaxed. ;) No need to say what I want to do with him, hehe... :P OMG, just realized that recently I've been thinkin' about him THAT way too much. In the morning as soon as I wake up, all day, in the evening.... Shame, shame, shame on me. :P But I hardly ever have a dream about him at night. :( Though a couple of months ago I dreamt something really nice. :) He was standin' right behind me, so close that practically he was talking into my ears. Can't remember what he was saying. But I remember the feelin' clearly: it was amazing, exciting, sexy. Turned me on. Guess I had this dream coz at that time I kept listenin' to his 2 songs on my mp3 player all the time lol. Anyway I enjoy thinkin' back of it, makes me shiver all over again. I gotta have this kinda dream more often. :)
Yay, now I have the Today interview from 2003!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D One word (um, two): TOTAL CUTENESS!!!!!!! :) His boyish, shy smile and laugh... it's my destiny! And after admitting that he loves driving fast and flying and stuff like that (another fave Goran-expression) the reporter woman called him daredevil and he denied it. lol He said he liked to play it safe. :) What a cutie!!!!!!!!! Tons of kisses to my guy. ;)
Well, kind of as a request I made a new wallpaper today. Love it!!!!! :D And I need it more like air coz the last weeks and my illness made me a bit down. I want spring desperately!!!! But as long as he smiles like this I'm happy and alive. :D And even Mum likes it so I'm in heaven. :) Music:
Ricky Martin - La Bomba
Ricky Martin - Jaleo
Baby D - Winds of Love
Alcazar - Physical
Beatfreakz - Somebody's Watchin' Me
Nelly Furtado - Say It Right

Me-The-Stalker-Wannabe :P

Today I got a really crazy idea: wanna be Goran's stalker, hehehe.... :D :D lol A professional one of course... :P And then he could sing me the line "I wanna marry my stalker" from the Goldfinger song. lol Toooooo bad he's not a bigamist. Okay, well maybe not that bad, I love him this way, he's a good guy. ;) But back to the stalker thing... That's my dream job, totally. I'm just imaginin' myself in sunny L. A. lurkin' all day in front of his house just to see him for a moment as he's gettin' into one of his dreamy cars and drives away... But it would worth the troubles definitely. Ya know I don't even want to talk to him, I'm sure I would be speechless and a fool. I just want to stare at him from somewhere he can't see me, enjoy the sight of his perfect gorgeous hot hunkyness and drool... :P Oh, but I want to hear his sexy voice as well so those bushes I would be hidin' behind must be at 'hearin' distance lol I gotta get a hypersuper camera which is able to do at least 10x zoom lol Coz I just must see those mighty fine eyelashes and eyes at best quality. ;) Oh man, am I crazeeeeee or what????? Guess I would be arrested really soon if I started to stalk him lol

Music:
The BeeGees - Staying Alive
Roxette - The Look

Doctor, Doctor...

Finally I decided to skip the first classes of the new semester, I really feel bad about it but couldn't do other... Still coughing heavily and I'm not well. Wouldn't have the strength to travel all day, then concentrate at college from 8am to 8pm... So stayed at home and at the moment I'm on Aspirin+cough medicine+Strepsils combo. :/ And of course doing some serious Goran droolin' :P lol Guess this last one is the most effective therapy. :D Yum-yum... :) THERAPEUTIC... lol Now I got the urge to watch Welcome to Sarajevo but I'm already sleepy (damn medicine...) so tomorrow. ;) Hey I love this Ricky Martin song. Okay I know it's an oldie but so sexy and fits Goran. Coz he's a sexy angel, my sexy angel sent from above. Love Ya!!!! :)

Music:
Shaggy - It Wasn't Me
Linkin Park - Breakin' The Habit
Ricky Martin - Maria

"You're The Cutest Thing That I Ever Did See"

Oh fuck, I've been ill for 3 days, have a sore throat and coughing like a.... what? I dunno a word for this... It sux coz I'm gonna have classes this week and on Wednesday I gotta travel by train for more than 6 hours and my ass will be kicked if I cough my lungs out on the way.... Brrrrr!!!!
Yay, yeah, wow, Thursday rocked!!!! :D While I was waiting the Conan ep to finish downloading I was in the mood for watching Goran vids on DVD (but is there a time when I'm not in that mood??? :PPP :D). Anyway Mum was using my comp and during Ballbreakers vids she suddenly turned around because she said she was interested in pool (since when, Mum???? :D) and started to watch it. Hahaha, she made good comments about Goran's facial expressions and said: "How cute he is!" lol Of course, Mum, he IS but I thought you already knew that. But no problem, now you know. ;) :D
I'm obsessed with the new Conan interview, have watched it many times. lol He was adorable, cute, sweet, funny, eatable. Moved around a lot, licked his beautiful crazilysexy lips more times than ever, I guess he was very nervous, awww, I love him the way he is, with this cute nervousness and shyness. :) Conan is a totally crazy guy lol lol lol. He was teasing Goran with that joke theme again and embarrassed him a bit. But OMG Goran finally told a joke, soooo cute I could eat him up. The joke was: "What's a pirate's favourite TV show? Eee Arrrggggg!!!!" :D lol He said it was not gonna be funny because he was a bad joker. lol Best quote: "I kind of think I'm funny but other people don't, you know..." Nooooooo, dear, you ARE funny, and boyish and cuter than words can describe. I love you!!!!! :)
Unfortunately I haven't found the videos of the other interviews but I hope I will have them sometime. Until then I'm gonna drool over the caps, already made a wp.

Music:
Ace of Base - Never Gonna Say I'm Sorry
Darren Hayes - Hero
Fatboy Slim - The Joker lol

Out Of Touch

It's February!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D Spring's comin', I know it, feel it in the air and in my body... Beginning to behave crazily. But I love it! ;) :P lol
"I wanna make you mine but you're out of time ooh baby, you know I love you so much but you're out of touch ooh baby.." :P Yeah, and I'm out of control... lol
Go to bed now coz as soon as I wake up I wanna start downloading Conan. Yippeeeee!!!! :D

Music:
Uniting Nations - Out of Touch

Yay, Back On Track!!!! :)

Oh gosh, I really ignored my blog.... :( But it's a new year now, so let's have a completely new chapter. But I'm gonna continue my Goran rambling what else? :P :D He's the only one for me. :) I can't sleep again, have a new wallpaper and now staring into his cute sad puppy eyes... :) Those eyes are to die for. And the fingers... And the perfect shape of his mouth and beautiful lips make me want to kiss him all day, through my whole life. I could certainly do that! ;) Goran, can you tell me please why you are so kissable, huh?????? You drive me crazy! You cause insomnia.... Not that I mind it. :P :D ;) So keep me awake any time.It's already 31st and that means I have to wait only 1 more day to see him on Conan and hopefully I can get my hands on the other 2 interviews still on Thursday. I won't get any sleep until then, I'm so excited and happy. And on Friday Murmurs of the Heart!!!!!!!!!! This is definitely one freakin' good week. :) Život je lijep :) Ali ti si najljepši, Gorane. :)

Music: Abs - Abstract Theory (album)

Just a Little Smile... :) and 'Fight For All The Right Reasons'...

Nothing really new, just remembered the story about Goran goin' shopping in his PJ's once and now I'm smilin' to myself like a fool... lol Good for me nobody can see me right now...
I've been workin' on my blogradio all day, there are already many songs on the list but the fun has just begun... ;)
Nickelback is definitely one of my absolute fave bands. I'm listenin' to their current album (Fight For All The Right Reasons) and it just fascinates me.
It's really weird... I can't find the extra Elektra interviews... They must be somewhere in the Downloads folder I guess but chaos is not the right word to describe that place... If there were a price for 'The Laziest Person In The World' I would receive it, that's for sure... lol
Anyway I'm searchin' for this yummy interview:



Music: Nickelback

Made in Croatia

Hey, Croatian 'products' are more than perfect... :P ;) I love that country and everyone who is 'made' there hehehe... :DD
He's the cutest man ever! ;) Delicious! :)
'Sex on Legs'!!!!!!!!! :PP Wowww!!!!!! (drool and swoon smileys...)
Now I have a cold which sux but only a week and new ER ep, yayyy!!!!!!! :))

Music:
B3 - Potonuo sam skroz

Sometimes Dreams Can Really Come True

Ohhh, I'm bad, very bad... and lazy like hell... :( My only excuse for not posting is that the second half of my summer was a total mess. Troubles of my application for the new school kinda things but you don't wanna know, I guess... The most important thing is now everything's okay although not the way I had planned. But it doesn't matter anymore. Good news is that in a few days I'm gonna start my first semester at a college on Slavic studies (mainly Croatian) course, yippeeeeee!!!!!! It makes me soooooo happy!!! :) I can hardly believe it.
Here it is:

Music:
B3 - Mislio sam
B3 - Keš

3rd Anniversary!!!!!! :))))

It's a shame that I haven't written for a month... :(
BUT today is a very very special day coz it was exactly 3 years ago that I first saw Goran. Yep! July 14th, 2003: I'll never forget that day, the day that changed my life for the better. Goran, thank you for these 3 years; for being just who you are, for giving me strength, inspiring my spirit and making me a better person. I love you and always will! "You're simply the best, better than all the rest!"

What a Day!!!!!!! :))))

My little family, except Dad coz he had to work :( spent the day in Debrecen which is the second biggest city in Hungary (and Bro attends university there). Although in the morning I was very mad coz I didn't get enough sleep and had to wait for almost an hour for the train. But then the sun came out from behind the clouds and my mood was improving as well. We arranged some things and after that we were havin' much fuuuuuuuun... :))) It started with that in the parking place right in front of Bro's campus I saw a Jeep Grand Cherokee!!!!!:))) I was so happy no need to say... I began shouting out loud and told Mum and Bro that Goran had this kind of car (among other ones) Though I don't know if he still has it but it doesn't matter at all, right? ;) :) So my day definitely got better from that point on... Then when we were cruisin' in the shopping mall Bro suggested we should go to the toyshop hehe... He's 21 but just like a child. Such a typical male... ;) Okay, so he was just lookin' round, paying attention to toy cars when I walked next to him and what caught my eyes???????? A Jeep Grand Cherokee... a toy one of course... :)))) It was dark green and bigger than a matchbox and so beautiful. Suddenly I became very enthusiastic about those toy cars and asked Bro (since he's the car expert in the family) to look for an Aston Martin DB7 and a Mini Morris for me :DDDDD And we spent the next 20 minutes searching for Goran's cars in toys, damn it was sooooo funny!!!! LOL Unfortunately we didn't find the other two although there were 3 Aston Martins just not the right type... :( So I stood there staring at the Cherokee for a minute then we left the shop. Mum was jokin' around that if I wanted I could get it for Christmas LOL Okay, maybe it's more than crazy but it would be so good to have a little version of a car of Goran's... :))))) So now I'm hoping that there will be at least one JGC left in that toyshop still in December!!! ;) Oh, I was lookin' round in sport shops searchin' for a Croatian jersey but there wasn't any... SUXXXXX!!!!!!! (furious face...) There were tons of England and Brazil ones and God knows what others but no Croatian... Mum wanted to be funny and made a comment that maybe I supported the wrong soccer team. (Haha, you weren't funny at all Mom... Anyway I don't care anybody coz my heart is beating for the Croatian National Soccer Team and it will be forever!!!!!) Then I ate a delicious pizza and drank a strawberry flavoured shake (yummy!) and forgot about all my complaints :) And the day ended well although I was a bit exhausted by the time we got home. But I'm still up, here in front of my pc and writing about yesterday so maybe I'm not that tired after all... ;) :D

Music:
Tiziano Ferro - Rosso Relativo (album)

Soccer, Soccer, Soccer... GO CROATIA!!!!!! ;)

Bok! Just realized that I haven't updated my dear blog since weeks... Now the most important thing is the Soccer World Cup, I still can't believe it's here!!!! I can support Croatia legally, hehe... :D Yesterday (um, I mean on Tuesday) was their first match, against Brazil. I wasn't worried about it at all, I knew they would be playing at their best. I was watchin' the match with Mum, I had been advertising it for days so she knew exactly what was the deal... ;) So we were cheerin' for Croatia together :) I was so excited!!!! It was very good, they didn't make me disappointed at all, they were phantastic!!!!! 'Big Brazil' was havin' a hard time playing against Croatia, ha!!! :)))) My heart was about to stop sometimes, I even had to cover my eyes occasionally. But it was fun!!!! Mum and I were screaming, when the 'enemy' had the ball we were bichin' at them and when Croatia had it we were cheerin' and shouted: 'GOOOOOO!!!!!' :DDDD Although Brazil won the game at the end with one score, I was so proud of my Croatian folks! :) Hey, just noticed that Niko Kranjčar is really cute... :P And he's only 21. Ohhh, why aren't there any boys like him near me??????? :(((((( Boys here are crap... But don't worry, in a few years time I'll be in Croatia and get myself a sweet and handsum Dalmatian male ( I will kidnap one if there's no other solution :P) and will live with him happily ever after.... ( yep, dream on...) But honestly, I'm not kiddin'!!! I don't want any Hungarian boys, I'm fed up with them. They are selfish, jerk assholes and not good looking at all... I want a Croatian boy! ;)
There's a new wallpaper on my desktop in honor of the SWC and Croatia!!!! Hmmm, Goran is soooo hot in that jersey, ohhhh!!!!! And the two bonus pix... That smiiiiile, OMG I'm melting. He's so beautiful!!!!! I love you Šime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I gotta go to bed coz I gotta wake up early tomorrow (at 7.30 am) :((((( It suxxx. I'm so used to getting up at noon, hehe... And go to sleep at 3 am... :DDDD

Music:
Marc Anthony - I've Got You
Outlandish - Guantanamo
Neja - Restless

Desktop Decoratin', Daydreamin', Droolin'

Hey, time for a new wallpaper! ;) Okay, I know that nowadays everyone's crazy about the upcoming Soccer World Cup, I'm also crazy 'bout it but there's gotta be a 'lil room for motorsports as well. Especially if it's Goran who takes part in it... :) Well, he's a phantastic actor but lookin' at this wp makes me think he would be a great car racer too. Um, actually a very very sexy racer, yummmy... :PPPP He'd definitely make me sit in my chair and watch every single grand prix from the very beginning to the end, just to drool over him! ;) Well, rather over his car coz we don't really get to see them during the race... :( But imagine what we could see after it: SWEATY GORAN!!!!!!! :P SWEET, TIRED, DAMN HOT, SWEATY GORAN.... YUMMMY!!!!!!!!! :PPP Anyway he should wear this Toyota overall all the time or nothing at all... Okay, I wouldn't really mind the black turtleneck either! ;)
Yay, Mom asked about my new creature!!!! So I told her its story. At first she thought that Goran was just watching that race but then I explained to her that he was one of the RACERS. Her response: "Wow, he's smart!" (Right answer Mommy! ;) It kinda makes me forgive you for an earlier comment of yours in which you said that he was gonna be paunchy in ten years.) Blahhhhh... He's gonna be just as hot as now!!!! ;)

Music:
Eiffel 65 - Too Much Of Heaven
Eiffel 65 - Hyperlink

Vacation and Other Insane Things

Huhhh, I'm back! :) Me and Dad spent the last week at Grandma's so I had to live without pc and internet for a while. But at least I was smart and realized I had a DVD player and of course I took it with me, hehe... :))))) So eventually I enjoyed the vacation and didn't even suffer from Goran-withdrawal coz I got to watch my man every single day :) Besides I was sleepin', eatin', studyin' Croatian and sunbathin' during listenin' to my mp3 player. I gotta say it was really cool, I was havin' a good time there. Daddy kept saying that I went in baby-mode since I slept from 11 pm to 11 am almost every day... :P Hahhhha, that's what happens when I don't have a pc around! :D But the best thing was that I really made Grandma believe that I was watching so much ER because of my English!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))) Thanks God she doesn't know anything about my Goran obsession coz she would think I'm totally crazy... :P Although I don't really know why she didn't notice that the same man was talking in every single interview that I was playing again and again and again on that damn DVD player... Uh-huh, maybe I was doing these droolin'-sessions while she and Dad was working in the garden. Yep, that must be the explanation! :))) Hey, but Granny is so nice and lovely: she was cooking, I was watching ER and suddenly she said that the only word she understood from ER in English was 'Okay'... That's just so cute, isn't it? ;) :DDDDDD
Good Heavens, Daddy's gone nuts!!!!!!! Yesterday he looked at my desktop wallpaper and then looked at me and stated that my hair was like Goran's... He doesn't seem to mind at all that we don't have the same hair colour, either the same length or style although my hair is kinda short nowadays. But hey, he totally made me laugh! (No comment, Dad... :DDDDDDD)
I'm so looking forward to the football World Cup!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't help it, I'm counting the days til it begins. GO, GO, GO MY SWEET CROATIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) There has just been a short programme on tv about the Croatian National Soccer Team and it made me so happy! I love and admire that country so much I can't tell it in words. I just feel this strong and indestructible bond in my heart and I'm sure that my ancestors' home was there, my home is there...
Volim te Hrvatska! Zauvijek! :)

My Own Version for 'The Chronicles of Narnia'

A COUPLE OF days :) ago I watched The Chronicles of Narnia with Mom and Bro. Inspite of the fact that I can't stand fantasy kinda films, I actually almost enjoyed this one. I said almost... Although the only reason I didn't fall asleep during the battle scenes was that they were very noisy... :) But a huge smile appeared on my face when I saw Tilda Swinton, hehhhhh!!! :DDDDDDDDD I kinda wanted to scream at first and call her Margharet and order her to go and send Goran to me.... :)))))) I gotta say I would like this movie much more if Goran blackmailed the Ice Queen or one of those funky fantasy creatures or actually anybody alive... But it wouldn't bother me at all if he were practising his famous 'Hand Scene' on anybody. Or let's see what else could he do? Well, doin' CPR (on Tilda Swinton preferebly).... or kissin' anybody, or fighting with swords wearin' that little Spartacus loincloth, or smokin' like a chimney... or just broodin'.... :P

Music:
The B-52's - Love Shack

New Fave Slang Expressions, a New Wallpaper, Spring Madness & Sweet Nothings

It's the new wp! :)Here again! :)))) Last week I was more than busy, I spent 4 days creating my very own Goran site, the first Hungarian GV site ever... ;) I gotta say I enjoyed every single second of making it, it was fun and total pleasure. Just imagine: go through all those Goran pics and stuff, ohhhhh.... I honestly wonder how I didn't get an overdose, hehe... But I know I could never get tired of him (sigh...) Anyway the idea of the site came so suddenly. I was just thinking about the Vladimir Nazor Award he received last June and then I started to think about his other awards and I decided to collect them and then print it. And then I was wondering what if I made a site? :) So I started working on it and it became a good site, I think. (I hope everybody will like it!)
There's a brand-new wallpaper on my desktop and I'm a happy gal coz Mum praised Goran again!!!! :DDDDDD She said he was cute and thought that his smile was kinda childish and innocent... :DDDDDD ;) (Hey Mom, have I ever told you how much I love you? ;) :D)
I have just learned some new slang terms and now I'm so into them. I love the words 'gal' and 'trollop' and oh, I'm such a Goran-freak... :) I just love US English basically but slangs are such fun to learn and use.
Hey, spring is goin' on with full speed, the weather is summerish and I'm havin' nothin' but FUN, FUN, FUN... :)))))) I can aggroskate again and it gives me lotsa energy and a huge amount of adrenaline of course! ;) And now I'm officially an aggroskater coz on Sunday I got my very first injury. It's nothing serious just a bad graze on my right leg. Maybe I sound crazy but I'm kinda proud of it coz every skater, even pros get injured sometimes, you know... :) And I feel it makes me a REAL aggressive sk8er! ;)
Yesterday evening and the day before I was MSNing with one of my best friends (actually I have 2 best friends) and we arranged a long-awaited meeting for Friday, I'm looking forward to it! :) And there will be a new ER ep to dl on Friday as well, so wow, it's gonna be a very good day... :DDDDD

Music:
S Club 8 - Sundown (album)

Yay, Goran is a Mickey Lookalike!!!!!!! :DDDDD

Hey, just look at this! Don't ya think that GoranBaby looks like Mickey Mouse? :) Especially in this pic... Just realized the similarities... Ha, what a cutie he is!!! :D
(But it just sux that the name 'Mickey' reminds me of Mike /Miki in Hungarian/ who's a cracked boy I went on a date with three times a few months ago. He looked okay but since he was desperately trying to boff me (not in a storage closet) I told him to get a life and forget even the fact that I was existing...) So since then I have not been giving a fuckin' damn about silly boys, I've been living for only my dear Goran! ;)

Music:
Billy Crawford - Gotta Catch Up To You

'Anatomy of a Fuckin' Sexy Man'

Ooops... I didn't really want to ignore my blog... I was busy last week, me and Kate who is a really nice girl from the UK was exchanging Goran stuff online but it didn't happen without troubles. First we tried yousendit but it sucked... It got stuck four times so finally I gave up. I gotta say that upload site is kinda shit! Anyway we were trying harder and harder, it was the turn of MSN but it turned out to be a bad choice coz the files we wanted to send were too big for the MSN system. Then she managed to send me the stuff on mIRC somehow but I wasn't that happy coz we had to find another way to send my file. Eventually, after a few day long mass I converted it to wmv format then split is into two files and managed to upload them on megaupload. :))))) Anyway she sent me the two featurettes of The Deep End DVD. I wanted them because I thought there was an interview with Goran. I was a bit disappointed when I realized there was no interview, only three little something with him, each one lasted only a few seconds... :( Hey but they are really good! :) He's wearing a blue checked short-sleeved shirt which is totally unbuttoned (YUMMY!!!!) and there's a white sweatshirt underneath. I so wish there were no sweatshirt on just his bare chest... But don't mind, he's sexy like hell in that shirt! Yummy... :P Now a sentance about his pants. I don't really know what kind of pants are they (I mean his trousers and not THAT pants... ) but they seem pyjamas to me. But don't mind again, coz he's sexy like hell in them. Yummy again... :P But back to THAT kind of pants of his I so want to see them, he could show them to us at least once... He could do this little favour for us it would be so useful coz we wouldn't have to spend so much time fantasizing about what kind of underwear he wears. So PLEASE Goran!!!!!!!!!!!! We really want to know if they're boxer shorts, briefs or anything else or nothing at all... :PPPPPPPPP Well, I guess I went on sidetrack a bit...
I can't believe I haven't said a thing about his hands so now I say that they are extremely what more crazily sexy. and I mean crazily... coz I always go crazy when I see them. :) I'm alwasy wondering how can have a man so beautiful fingers? But anyway how can be a man so beautiful????????? This is the question...
After this essay about his looks in 'Anatomy of a Scene" (well it was more like 'Anatomy of a Fuckin' Sexy Man'), here's a cap. ;)

The Biggest Miracle of the Century

Yay! Mum said she liked my current wallpaper!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD Here it is.
More details to come tomorrow (um, today as it's 1:36 am...)

Comfort-Pic

Today sux... RTlKlub forum doesn't want to work, I'm sooo fuckin' mad!!!!!!!! (lotsa angry smileys) I desperately need a droolin' pic now!!!!!!!!! Ohhh, this one is perfect!!!! OMG he's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo seeeeeeeeeexxxxxxxxxyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I love that dangerous look in his eyes.
Oh yeah, anytime, anywhere Baby! ;) Anything you want... :PPPP
His stubble turns me on....

Now I'm droolin' all over my keyboard... :PPP

L.O.V.E.

Today I just wanna say that I'm sooooooooo crayyyyyyzyyyy about this man!!!!!!!!!!!
I L.O.V.E. you Goran, I always will!!!! :))))))))))
I'm singin' now: "I wanna be close to your heart coz love like that is hard to find!"
(but as soon as the song is over I gotta go to eat something coz I'm starving... ) :DDDDD
Yoo-hooo, new ER ep tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))))) Life's beautiful!!!!


Music: Mr. President - Close To Your Heart

Good Times, Bad Times

I'm a little off this week. I really dunno... at one moment I'm happy and everything's cool but then I suddenly feel that everything sux! :( I've been already waiting for months to be able to sk8 again but it seems the more I want it the less I can get it. It's the mid of March, it should be warm and sunny, but instead the wheather just sux, there was even snowstorm at the beginning of the week. It really made me feel miserable.
Okay, I'll be positive now: I'm gonna be a danger to each stairs in two weeks the latest!!!!! :))))))))))) Just realized I gotta get a new headset for my mp3 player coz I'm afraid the one I'm using now will drop out during aggressive sk8ing. Ohhh and I wanna have a cool new pair of trousers by the end of spring, I think.
I'm soooooooooo hungry for a new Goran pic or video or news or anything!!!!!!!! Good thing that he's gonna appear at a film festival sometime between 23-31 March so hopefully there will be some stuff. I miss him coz I dunno what he's doin' or where he's. Of course I know he's shootin' ER in L. A. But I'm missin' the feelin' of last summer when there was some news almost every day, phantastic vacation photos etc. I WANT SUMMER SO BADLY!!!!
Let's see what can help me to go through these depressing days?????? Ohh, I have an idea: a very nice Goran with very little clothing on on a hot summer day standing on a boat wearing sunglasses. I guess he can treat me well... :PPPPP :DDDD

Too Crazy Family!?

Ha! Family members can go wild when it comes to Goran... :) Last Saturday Mum teased me about my desktop wallpaper. I asked what was the matter and she answered that in that pic Goran was really beautiful and so on, although so SAD. (Hey Mum, he ain't sad, he's just brooding!!! You really can't imagine how many women drool on his broodin' pics, can you?) :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Anyway she wanted me to lay back and leave it up to her, coz this time she would look for a nice photo for me. I was over-excited about this idea and opened the folder for her to browse freely :))) It was sooo fun, hehe!!! :DDDDDDDDDD She made some funky comments, picked up some pix. During this listing Bro' entered my room and the show began... :)))))))) He started to play the "What is Goran really saying?" game in his crazy style and made up silly lines to each pic. I gotta say he made my evening! I was laughing so hard that I fell off my chair and landed on a laundry box which got ruined... :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Yesterday I read on the BP forum that an American Goran fan received an autographed photo and a few lines from Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also want it, I also want it, I alsooooooo want one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was screaming all morning and told Mum the story and she was something like: "Does he have nothing better to do than writing back to CHICKS?????? What would his wife think of this????" (Oh Mommy, calm down please, okay? He's not like OTHER men, okay? He would NEVER flirt with his fans coz he's a perfect gentleman. And that's why he answers to fan mails!) :)))))))))))))))
Her today's interpretation was fun too. She was just reading a Goran interview in a magazine silently, peacefully then looked at his photo on the other page and suddenly stated that he looked like he was TURKISH... Uh-ohh, it really crapped the hell out of me!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD (Dear Mum, a few weeks ago he yet looked like French to you...)

Music:
Me and My - Sleepin' My Day Away
Sarah Connor - Bounce
Chipz - Happy Song
DJ Sammy - Boys Of Summer

My Birthday Now and 20 Years Ago

Hey, I can't believe I haven't updated since 17th February. What is it with me????????? (looking very confused) Anyway I'm here now! :) And it's a special day since today it's my 20th Birthday! :) or :( I dunno... You know it's really frightening, I've become 20 years old and it means I'll never ever be in my teens, ohhhhhhhhhhh :(((((((((((
I get depressed when I think of it. Well maybe I'll end up like my dear man who hates his birthdays and avoids celebrating them!? I remember being very very excited as a kid when my B-day was approaching, but now I'm getting old and it's just BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I'm trying to look it from the bright side: til September there are only 13 years between me and Goran!!!! :))))))
I gotta say that I'm having fun today. I got tons of chocolate from Dad and it always does a girl good, doesn't it? ;)
At the dinner at about 5 pm (the time I was born 20 years ago) Mum and Dad started to reminisce about the day I was born. I was just listening to them as Dad said he wasn't allowed to stay it the hospital since there was flue-epidemic at that time, so he went to a nearby pub and drank a bottle of beer while he was watching a soccer game there :) Mum said she was really sick and was waiting for the doctor to finally start the C-section.... The way they were talking about my birth was very touching for me. And for them too. Obviously... I love them very much!

Crappy Nicknames for Goran

Listening to 'This Picture' by Placebo this line caught me: "The fear of growing old" and reminded me of Goran and how he hates his birthdays and how he's afraid of growing old and dying... :(
And I suddenly got the idea of giving him nicknames by his fears, cute sayings and so on :))) So here's a few of my crappy creatures, each one begins with 'Mr.'

"Mr. I-Hate-My-Birthday"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Be-Called-Hunky-Or-Sexy"
"Mr. I-Dunno-What-Bugger-Means"
"Mr. I-Don't-Think-Makin'-Love-Onscreen-Is-Sexy"
"Mr. I-Don't Wanna-Raise-My-Kids-In-America"
"Mr. I-Wanna-Act-At-Least-30-40-Croatian-Plays-At-The-Same-Time"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Lose-My-Accent-Completely"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Talk-About-The-War"
"Mr. I-Don't-Wanna-Be-A-Star-I-Just-Wanna-Act"

More to come later...
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He's soooooooooo cute... :))))))))

Music:
Placebo - This Picture
Placebo - Sleeping With Ghosts
Placebo - The Bitter End

Goran is Not a Sex Object But We Can't Help Dreamin' of His Body!

Yay, I've just found a Goran board on ER Headquarters! :)))))) I don't really understand why I didn't see it before since I've been hangin' on the net almost 24/7 for a while now, hehe. But it's fun. Especially this new forum. Whoa, what kind of talking is goin' on there... :P I'm sure Goran would get totally blushed if he read it... :P Well, there's a bunch of naughty girls on this board and they keep sharing their dirty thoughts and dreams about Goran's body, well um, a VERY special part of his body as well (you know they're guessing about his size... ehhhhhh... :PPP) Not that I'm not guessing too in my mind... What can I do? I'm just a girl and he's too hot not to think about him THAT way. Oooopsssssss...
Anyway here's a cute pic, he's very young in that. So boyish. He was really sweet then but now he's much more sexier as a MAN.

Valentine's Day

I didn't want it at all but romantic feelin' of Valentine's Day totally got me. Does it suck? I don't think so. Anyway I'm a too romantic person, I'd say. Last night as I kept watchin' the extra of Welcome to Sarajevo and was listenin' to music at the same time suddenly I got an idea of makin' a really sweet Valentine's Day wallpaper of Goran and Ivana. So I went through all of my Goran pix (there are tons of them) to pick up some nice ones. Then I decided to create this wallpaper from only one pic. But what a lovely pic it is!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just melt every time I look at it. You can tell that he's so in love with Ivana. And I'm sure that Ivana loves him too as much as he loves her. And I'm so happy because of this. I want to see him happy and I know that Ivana makes him happy. Bless her! She's a nice woman and really cares about Goran. They love and respect each other and it's so good, it's fantastic! I wish them many more years beside each other. Happy Valentine's Day Goran and Ivana!

Music:
Madonna - Deeper and Deeper

Just Thoughts, Random Ones

The last two days weren't so good, I have to say. I'm not in my best mood but don't even know why, maybe because of damn hormones... Yesterday I was away, today I'm too tired to do any markable thing. I found a couple of (I've started to use this expression more often because it's one of Goran's favourites, evidentally, he says it too much but he's a blessed cutie, my sweet Šime boy, um well, MAN) old articles and interviews on Bleu Profond I hadn't seen before coz I'm sorta blind you know... :) Well there are fantastic ones among them so I immediately made a big plan to translate them. But I cannot find my big English-Hungarian dictionary anywhere in this fucking house, it suxxxxxxxx! :(((( So now I'm pissed and tired and depressed and sleepy and... Hey, it isn't funny at all, hear me????????? (I say it because now I'm listening to a '80's dance collection album and suddenly Bobby McFerrin's started singing:"Don't Worry, Be Happy!") Okay guy, I'M NOT WORRIED, I'M JUST DOWN TODAY, that's all!! Got it???? :)
I want an iPod, that's already sure. I checked on the net the other day if there were any of them on sale in Hungary and I found some really beautiful and hypersupercool machines but when will I have a treasure like this??? NEVER! :( Coz there's no way I will ever have 95000 HUF to buy it... Well, it's another thing that sux in my life.
A former roomate of mine and classmate of bro's visited us on Sunday, it was a fresh air definitely. I've always liked her coz she's not an ordinary girl either! ;) We talked for a while about A COUPLE OF topics. Too good: she's got a crush on the singer of My Chemical Romance, hehe:))))) She had just printed a couple pics of him and showed them to me and then KISSED him on the photo, too cute!!!!!! So I'm not the only one who's crazy about a celebrity, it's always good to know. But the truth is that Goran is not a celebrity for me, he's a person not a 'star' in my eyes. I wandered all over the net on Monday and googled the site of Gavella theatre in Zagreb, it's the one Goran used to act at before ER. I found out some interesting things such as he had acted in three or four plays, one of them is "Cat on a Hot Tin Roof". I dunno what it is about but I've heard the title at least. And guess what! I even found a nice photo of him from "Pelikan" which is another play. What can I say? He's very very yummy in it, and looks so intense. What a great actor!!!!! His amazing talent can be seen even in a simple pic! I so much desire to see him in theater in a real, live performace, it would be sooooooooooo phantastic and fascinating. It's one of my biggest dreams. But unfortunately me and the other Goran-obsessed chicks from the RTLKlub Forum will have to wait to take a trip to Croatia and see him act in front of our eyes... :(( I must admit I've never really liked theatre but it might change in the future. I've just taken off "Hamlet" from the book-shelf and from now on I'm gonna keep it under my pillow and gonna read it. Wowww, that would be ME????? :DDDD I'm planning to get it in Croatian. Hell, I'm beginning to be a theatre fan, hehe :))))) But honestly, it's true!!!! I've started to be interested in it, definitely. It must be another stage of going insane... :) I even made a theatre related Goran wallpeper ;) And everything in it is in Croatian, whoa!!! Quote from "Hamlet": the famous "To be or not to be this is the question" part of course and a statement which says: "Theatrical Actor". It's really drool worthing... :P

Music:
Alphaville - Sounds Like A Melody
Modern Talking - Chery, Chery Lady
Scotch - Disco Band
Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry, Be Happy
Edwin Starr - Get Up
Spagna - I Wanna Be Your Wife
OPUS - Life Is Life
The B-52's - Communicate

Total Crazyness

Oh God! I'm trembling when I'm looking into these eyes... And he's fuckin' sexy when he's unshaven... :P
Uh-oh, I'm going crazy, I know but I can't do anything about it. I just love him. I can't stop feeling what I feel for him, I can't control my heart and body, he makes me lose control.

"With every little move that you make
I feel more and more addicted to you"

[The Soultans - Every Little Move]



Current Music:
Brandy - Focus

Waitin' for Summertime

I've realized I'm crazy about silly dance songs, hehe:) Brother got me listen to "Chipz" which is a Dutch lemonade band and their music is a mixture of Vengaboys, Aqua and ATC but anyway I like it very much. Is this a sin maybe? :DD I dunno but this kinda music makes me feel happy and reminds me of hot summers. I'm not a party girl at all, I hate beaches and even laying in the sun isn't my cup of tee but I can enjoy summer in my own way. Sunshine always makes me feel good. I'm missing it so much now!!!! But the good news is that yesterday bear didn't see its shadow so winter's gonna end soon. At least I hope so! :) And until then I cure myself with Goran's smile and happy music.

Music:
Chipz - 1001 Arabian Nights
Chipz - Milky Way
Chipz - Captain Hook

ER Fest Part II.

ER Fest is continuing :) Watched "One For The Road" although right now I can't stand the fact that Luka and Sam were a couple. In the beginning I really enjoyed them together and their love scene in "Impulse Control" is one of my fave, you know Goran is half nekkid... :P But the relationship went wrong and I couldn't take watching Luka sad and miserable so I'm glad that they broke up. Anyway he belongs to Abby and Abby belongs to him, so they belong togetha foreva :) And because of this fact I decided to watch "Split Decisions" then. I adore this eppy, Goran is totally a cutie when he's sleepy and he killed me with "Difficult to sleep when you talk" and "Aha, yeah" and "No more Pop-Tarts" and with that smile and the way he laughed, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! And the shopping scene!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey, even Mom liked it :) Probably it's the first one so far she likes. She definitely laughed during watching the scene when Abby grabbed Luka and started to drag him behind the bunch of clothes. And she liked Luka's coat, hehe :)) Yep, the magic black coat :)

Music:
Mark Morrison - Return Of The Mack
Mark Morrison - I Like

Good Ol' Afternoon Naughtyness... :P

Wow, I love this pic! Really hottttttttt... Well I'd actually say it's kinda sexual healin' because he sets me on fire every time I look at him. Um, I think there must be somethin' about the pose his legs are in... I just can't help coming dirty thoughts to my mind. Um, such as climbing up into his lap and makin' love to him... But as I've said blame it on his legs :D

Music:
Aqua: Lollipop :PPPPPPPPPPP

Pool Hustler

I'm so happy today!!!!!! :))))))))))) Finally I managed to convert a few Goran vids from Real Media format to avi so now I can watch them not only on PC but on the DVD player, hurrrayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've just watched the "Ballbreakers" vids, Goran is mighty fine in that. HA!!!! I have a new fave expression: mighty fine. I read it on a forum the other day and I can't get it out of my head, it sounds soo sexy just like Goran... :P 'Coz he's MIGHTY FINE, of course :) Back to Ballbreakers, I laughed a lot while watching it. All the women kept saying comments about his good-looks, they were praising him all along. And his response to this was way too cute 'coz he got embarrassed. Awww, he was sweet and funny and nervous and smiled a lot. And he WON the game in the end :) HA! I'd love if he taught me how to play pool :P But wait, nooooo!!! 'Coz he's a pool hustler and there's no way in hell that I were able to use my brain as brightly as he does. Bless him!
This week I'm stuck on Raggae music, I've been listening to Inner Circle all day :) Yeah, summertime feelin'!!!!!! Yay!!!!! It's already February!!!!!!!! Spring isn't so far away now.

Keep Smiling, Goran!!! :)

I made this new wallpaper last night, um... at around 2 AM and now I'm drooling on it :) :P Uh-oh, how can he be soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sexy and sweet when he's smiling??????? He makes me want to kiss him all over... Yumm... Um, actually I'd like to eat him up as if he were those delicious strawberries... Okay, I think now I gotta take a cold shower... He's HOT!!

ER Fest

I'm back on board again, yay!!! :) After more than a whole week... But last week was a terrible one, the weather went totally crazy and it was -15/20 °C cold with heavy wind for days, brrr...
I HATED it. There was even power-cut last Sunday night, it made me maaad 'coz I couldn't use my computer. But it was only the beginning of the end 'coz at upstairs it was as cold as on the North Pole, hey I'm not kiddin', it was freezin', only 14-15 °C. So temporary I had to move out from my room and had to say good-bye to my PC and the internet as well :( But it wasn't so bad at all :D I took downstairs a few things: my DVD player, all my ER CDs and DVDs and other Goran films, a CD with Goran pics on it :), my discman with a speaker, tons of music discs... so finally I survived the exile. And meanwhile that downloadin' of Season 6 and 7 finished and I was so excited and happy like a kid, hehe. I'd been waiting for so long to watch those eps and it was so unbelievable and fantastic. Ohh, the scene where Luka and Abby first met is just damn cute and lovely... That smile Luka gave her, that longing look Abby gave him when he was leavin', ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! T'was definite flirting. There were sparks all over the room :P No doubt they're meant to be together, I'm so looking forward to the next ep of Season 12.
I burned into DVDs both seasons and I made a few ER days last week, watched all of my fave Season 7 eps, e.g. the bishop story. I just can't understand why Mum can't stand those eps, she's driving me insane with asking me why I watch them all the time. WHY??? WHY??? Mum, you must be blind if you still don't know why... Goran was so yummy in Season 7 and besides Rock, Paper, Scissors was my very first ER ep so lovely and sweet memories connect me to mid S7. It was when I was fallin' in love with Goran, I remember that by the end of The Crossing, I was totally and completely in love and it was so fascinating. To feel what I still feel for him. He's the most beautiful gift in my life, the way he makes me feel. Each day. From 14th July, 2003. Awwww...

Music:
Inner Circle

Too Sexy

Average day... Nothing Xtreme happened to me today, but it was okay, I think. I miss aggressive sk8ing more and more now and I dunno how long I will take it :( I wish it was at least early March. Last year on around 15th March I could go outside and sk8 myself to death, although that time I was still using my fitness ones. But now I go with aggressive ones, whoa!!!!! :)) I just luv this sport, especially jumping down from stairs. I just CAN'T wait till spring. Now I'm comforting myself with watching the Figure Skating And Ice Dancing European Championship on tv with my Mum. Hey, I've realized that I like watching it :)
I'm fed up with my parents teasing me all the time because of my habit of staying up late at night. I just luv night time and I can't fall asleep at 11 pm, sooorry... Sometimes they can be really bitching. But today Dad was at his best at dinner, he joked around a lot and we laughed like fools, hehe... :DDD Yep, I've always enjoyed his sense of humour.
I miss ER so I started watching Grey's Anatomy two weeks ago. "Hey, what the hell is with you? You'd promised yourself you would't even switch on the tv while this ER-copying rubbish is on..." (This was my very first reaction to this new medical show) But I watched the 2 first eps and I have to admit I enjoyed it, I even liked it... But of course it can never replace ER in my heart. It sux that RTLKlub stopped airing ER in the middle of Season 11 and started another show but I think I gotta get over it. Fortunately Season 12 is on and off on NBC and this season is much better than the previous. LUBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))))))))))) I'm so fucking happy about them, I can't believe they're having a baby, hehe :) I wish Goran and Ivana had a kid on the way as well... I love him very much.

Music:
Artful Dodger - Movin' Too Fast
Brandy and Monica - Boy Is Mine
Cloud 9 - Do You Want Me
Colour Girl - Joyrider (You're Playing With Fire)
DJ Luck and MC Neat - What A Little Bit Of Luck
E-17 - Each Time (Sunship 2-Step Mix)

Yeah, I luv UK Garage... :)

Day One

Lately I've had lots of time since I just left the uni I'd been attending for 4 months. Oookay, I know I'm not that persistent person but this time I had the reason to do this... I realized (in time) that I'm not interested in what I'd been studying at all. And now I'm about to change my life, to make a dream come true. From September of 2006 I want to study Slav, especially Croatian language and culture at another uni and I really hope that I'll be admitted. Well, for tonight that's enough of my education trouble... :)
OMG, I ADORE Goran Visnjic, I'm so in l.o.v.e. with him. I must be crazy because of my Goran addiction but I can't help it... He's so talented, cute, sexy and adorable, huhhhhh. Hey, isn't he? :) Just look at this pic! Yummy....

Played Music At The Moment: Lyte Funky Ones (Collection Album)